Hi, I like to go by Esabella. I love Jesus Christ of Nazareth (my savior and my lord). I also love to eat, draw, learn, understand, and write poetry among many other things. This page is just a slice of my life and my way to be on the internet without having to be on social media. The name of this website is inspired by another coder on neocities. I wanted it to represent my imperfection showing that this is a space of vulnerability with emphasis of Jesus Christ. My primary focus points on this website is spiritual and mental health, public health, career, and youth and childhood. Please enjoy yourself! :)
Name: Esabella Maia
Pronouns: she/her
Languages: English, Haitian Creole
Desired Career: Physician/Medical Doctor
This is where I document random things such as shows, movies, oc lore, art, opinions, etc. Each entry will be marked by the date. If you actually red through all of this, luv you UwU
SCHOOL IS OVER!!!! (GLORY TO JESUS CHRIST) I am so grateful that this school year is over. I've had a lot of relfection with the Lord about this and I am extremely grateful that I am able to have the experince of education. I can't wait for thsi new chapter of my life to unfold and I'm going to be posting so many more blogs, art, and poetry now that school is over. I am going to be in a summer program and I will be volunteering this summer (so I won't be rotting in YouTube documentaries). I've been watching A LOT of YouTube lately and I have a lot of opionions that I may be dumping right here (in this journal). Others I may create formal blog posts for (click here for my blog). REGARDLESS, I am so excited for this new seaosn to unfolded by the grace of God that is apparent in my Lord Jesus Christ. Love you and live in peace!
Hello again. It's Wednesday and exam season is in full force now that we're in May. I won my school poetry contest so my parents are going to buy me food(im probably going to get Panda Express). I also finished a virtual physiatrist shadowing. As I'm writing this, im in lunch at school. Im so ready to next few exams and finish this school year.
Today has been ok. I've made quite a few changes to the website in the past few weeks. Today is a Thursday and tommorrow is Friday (last day of the week). I've really just realized how hard (an expensive) it is to become a physician in the United States. It genuinely takes drive T_T but I've realized that I value paitient care and relationships along with Healthcare Management. Im really entrprenurial and I want to start a business. I also submitted an entry to a poetry contest today!! Im so proud of my poem and I also performed it in my Creative Writing Club. Life has been rough yet exciting because of the hope the Holy Spirit instills in me.
Question: When did you start coding?
A: I have coding experience that goes back to 2021 when I wanted to write a story on the platform Episode Interactive. I wasn't consistent, compared myself to my favorite authors, tried to fit into an unrealistic image, and gave up easily. In 2024 I discovered neocities but I didn't start my official page until 12th April, 2025 under the name "She's Not Angelic"
Question: How did you make your website?
A: I use the platform neocities. I'm starting with building my website brand and coding in HTML and will eventually move on to JavaScript and CSS.
Question: Who are you're inspirations?
A: My main inspiration when (re-)starting this page was an HTML website with pink text. I wanted to create something attractive and aesthetic yet simplistic when starting off. In terms of my long terms website goals, these are the websites I admire: