This is my blog where I talk about everything that interests me.
Starting my neocities page has been something that I've wanted to do since October 2024. Now...it's only April 2025 but with the way time flies and how young I am, that felt like forever. Honestly everyday feels like forever until I look back and realize that it hasn't been that long. It's really because I change some much but Jesus never does.
I really wanted to start this because back then I was super interested in web design and graphic design as a career but now I see it more as a hobby. I've realized that i have a lot of transferrable skills. I'm very innovative and come with ideas like crazy. It's very easy for me to adapt. I love to learn and interact with human beings. I've made it my life's mission to spread the gospel of Jesus Christ but even then I new that I wanted to bring something purposeful to the world.
I don't have it all planned out but I trust that God the Father of Jesus Christ has all the details planned and has placed in me everything needed to fulfill my Heavenly mission fo evangelism. I'm now considering pursuing a career in Medicine (the one career I was running away from). This is what God has lead me to and I have faith that he will carry out this good work in me to fulfill it. I'm considering specializing in Pediatrics, Anestegiology, and Psychiatry.
Regardless, back to the topic. I really wanted to start one of these websites because I thought it was cool. Now I have a different perspective. I had a revelation from the Lord--Jesus Christ-- about myself. It is,
"Chase after the Lord [Jesus Christ], not the image [of my desires]"
This has been transformational in my relationship with God. It has really helped me to fix my eyes on Heaven however I still struggle. I fix my eyes on Jesus through it all and have been following him for over fifteen months.
It has been rough and there are many more years to come and I really wanted to document that here even if now one looks at my webpage. Maybe the Lord will lead someone here--maybe he won't! Regardless, I felt the leading to do this. With the Holy Spirit in me, I know that I am in good hands. Imma talk on here like I talk on my unofficial podacast. I actually may link it on here just so only I can look at it and admire that work that God is inspiring in me.
To give a brief conclusion, Jesus led me to this. And it has been successful because this is the most code I've ever put in to write on Neocities. Glory to Jesus! Thank you.
--Esabella Maia
Published 12th April 2025 at 9:00 PM
Updated at 9:11 PM 12th April 2025